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About Me Member New Artist Victoria JordanFemale/Venezuela Recent Activity Deviant for 3 Months
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Victoria was the name my mom oficially named me with. Though I think it fits better Vic or Vicky (: don'tyaall?

There's this thing called.. umm.. oh yeah, MUSIC... yeah that.. well it pretty much means everything to me D: and I mean it.

"Er..Fine?"

Sat Nov 28, 2009, 10:17 AM
  • Mood: Depressed
  • Listening to: Macy's Day Parade - Greenday :heart:
  • Reading: Harry Potter and the Order of the Phoenix ^^
  • Watching: Er.. Failure?
  • Playing: Nothing
  • Eating: What my mom makes me eat.
  • Drinking: Malt, even though I'm fat.
:shrug:


This last month has been one hard month. I don't know how to put exactly how I feel in words, but I think I might end up crashing if I don't get this out of my chest now.

Finally. School is ending; that should mean more than just something to be excited and overly happy about but... Not for me. My grades will be delivered to my mom and... She will kill me. Seriously, she will.
I've been failing EVERYTHING we've done. I don't know how I'm supossed to make it to 10th grade this way. God, I don't know what to do. I do do my homework, I do study, I do try. But I just... keep failing. It's so frustrating, but at least I'm not alone in this, almost my whole class is failing too. Even the A's straight smartasses are failing.

Anyway, that's not all that's been happening, and beside it can be resolved.

But there are things that can't be resolved that easily, there are things that just can't be resolved, period. Little, whiney, stupid things... whispering and avoiding your attempts of forget, though reforcing regrets. Horrible, haunting stuff.

Shit. I can't believe it. I just... can't.

My life is such a failure. Thank God, my friends are always there. I only hope I get through this and make it alive.

Sorry, but I'm depressed and I don't give a shit if that bothers you :cries:

- Vic.

Devious Info

  • Current Residence: Pft ¬__¬
  • Interests: Music, Writing, Photography (: lots of stuff actually
  • Favourite movie: Juno | Across the Universe | Little Miss Sunshine
  • Favourite band or musician: Panic! at the Disco, The Beatles, Fall Out Boy, Maroon 5, The Killers, Everybody Else, Rooney.
  • Favourite genre of music: Alternative/ Rock /Rock-Pop / Punk/ Indie (:
  • Favourite artist: Brendon Urie / Brittany Murphy / Meryl Steep / Leonardo Di Caprio
  • Favourite poet or writer: Don't have one for the moment
  • Favourite photographer: Don't know of any =/
  • Favourite style of art: all of them (:
  • Operating System: Windows XP D:
  • MP3 player of choice: iPod chromatic <3
  • Favourite game: Super Mario Bros.
  • Favourite gaming platform: Nintendo DS
  • Favourite cartoon character: Betty Boop
  • Personal Quote: 'It's not what you do, but how you do it'
  • Tools of the Trade: Keyboard, fingers and mind (:

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:iconlasrin:
shank shoo for the fave

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Darth Vader: You have no idea the power of the dark side
Me: You have no idea what that button on your chest does
:iconvic-jordan:
Youuu're welcome! ^^

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:music: "And then I saw his face and I'm a believer, not a trace of doubt in my mind. I'm in love, I'm a believer and I couldn't leave him if I try." :music:

-WEMUSTREINVENTLOVE- :love:
:iconfuzzyshadowfoxx:
Hai!!! :D
I finished my chapter!!! and i wrote a SECOND one today :boogie: i posted it as a deviant so plz read both if you want. again. over and over! XD :P
:iconvic-jordan:
Lmfao. Will do! (:

TTYL :hug:

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:music: "And then I saw his face and I'm a believer, not a trace of doubt in my mind. I'm in love, I'm a believer and I couldn't leave him if I try." :music:

-WEMUSTREINVENTLOVE- :love:
:iconfuzzyshadowfoxx:
lol, you better or i'll get you! :glomp: lmao.

same to you :hug:
:icondanuk86:
Thanks a lot for the fave, appreciate it :D
:iconvic-jordan:
You're very much indeed welcome ^^

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:music: "And then I saw his face and I'm a believer, not a trace of doubt in my mind. I'm in love, I'm a believer and I couldn't leave him if I try." :music:

-WEMUSTREINVENTLOVE- :love:
:iconcblair:
Thanks for adding me as a friend! :D

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"Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate.
Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure.
It is our light, not our darkness that most frightens us." -Marianne Williamson
:iconvic-jordan:
Thank you for making such an amazingly awesome art! (:

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:music: "And then I saw his face and I'm a believer, not a trace of doubt in my mind. I'm in love, I'm a believer and I couldn't leave him if I try." :music:

-WEMUSTREINVENTLOVE- :love:

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